siao-ing

well....it is another exam period again...
exam period = ki siao period
until what level just considered as insane?
average sleeping time is 4hours?
sleep at 5am daily?
more than 1month din't watch any drama or movie?
at least 3cup of coffee daily?
wash toilet weekly?
sapu lantai at 5am?

another suffer period for me again. this time exam got slight different with last time.
i have to finish 7papers in 8days.
din plan any trip after exam (lose my motivation).
can't shopping like crazy gal after exam (collapsing now).

i am mood-less......speechless.....trying to be a tough gal....
but i really hope tears can reduce my stress and mood-less...
i keep waiting....wait....then realize i forgot how to cry...
i wish...i pray...i dream....but i never succeed...
therefore, i leave it...

zombie

i cannot believe what i doing now..
3.56am, i actually lay on my bed few minutes before, now i sitting on my chair on my pc and thinking how to redo my bank management again.
insomnia taking my soul step by step...i can't even rest my mind when i sleep.
can i finish my assignment on time?
is it enough time for me to do revision prepare for my final after finish assignment?
will i fail my exam for the first time in my uni life?
will my dad understand me that i am not going home for so long time?
there have too many question in my mind, keep repeat and repeat...
i going to crazy...seriously...

有人说物以类聚，
当自己发现与身边的人不同时或跟不上他们脚步时，
压力就会倍增，
我并不想过着如此紧凑的生活，
不想自己生活在框框里，活动范围仅有框框里，
不要1.2.3.4.5仅是1.2.3.4.5，而是5.3.1.2.4 或更多更多的变化。
我察觉我们之间不同，
而你感觉到吗？

first hiking~bukit tabur

i went to mountain hiking last weekend...Bukit Tabur..
such a nice hiking experience and wonderful trip, it is not kind of jungle tracking, we really climbing those batu-batu and up or down, is a challenging activity, challenge your mentally and physically. when i see the first challenge, i actually giving the reaction WAH,how to go up?? but after that you stil need to go up...but i have to thx my parent, born me with 167 cm height and a pair of not vr short leg so actually not that big problem for me.


mmuians waiting ukmians at petrol station

climbing up

semangat of people to reach the top of mountain

beautiful scene to take photo

another beautiful morning scene

i love this pic, when i see the photo juz i realize the point i rest quite dangerous.

proud that all of us can climb up even it not easy

there are still hav our gang not yet join us...

our group photo but still left 2cameramans


my next journey will be skytrex, an adventure that i waiting for long time..

*i am sure if my dad see this photo,sure he wont allow me to join any outdoor activity anymore.

foolish exam

just finished Bank Management midterm this morning, now have to prepare for Numerical Analysis midterm on Thursday. beside that, there are many assignment hang on my desktop also....
i cant see the ending..
i just need some break....
i hate exam exam exam very very much.....

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lovely foofie

i miss my foofie....

my foofie

my foofie

i decided to change the habit that sleep with my foofie so i leave it at home on puspose...
now edi 2nd week i slep without my foofie but i stil cant get usual with it...
i cant slep well without foofie,i hard to fall slep every nite.....
whenever i lay on my bed,take a book to read before sleep, my hand will search my foofie automatically....but it doesnt on my bed anymore..it will disappear from my life forever...
FOREVER~~~~
i really MISS~~~~~~it now......
at the time my foofie leave my life,
orange monster is in my list now..
but it stil cant replace mt foofie....


the respond that people around heard i wan leave my foofie is
"give it to me,i want burn it now...just in front of you...to let ur heart forget abt it..."

so cruel.....
i miss u....foofie
i wont let them burn u, at the time i can slep without u, i wil frame u...

mix mix weekend

this is the first time i stay in Cyberjaya alone during weekend.
i am home alone, eat alone, sleep alone. there is nobody home just have chairs surround me.
some people will ask why i don't want back home since i just need 35minutes then can reach home.
hahaha...i just don't wish to back home.
well, what is the feeling of stay alone in Cyberjaya?
i think i am abnormal, actually i quite enjoy it...like to be alone...
am i insane? i think i am!
i can do whatever i like in the house...

• -on speaker volume loud till i can hear when i peeing
• -repeat and repeat my favorite song nonstop
• -dance in the house
• -sing in the bathroom
• -naked walk here n there??no la,stil not dare to do tat,if i stay penthouse maybe i will..hahaha,i juz dare wear a singlet plus short pant without bra la....
• -throw my notes everywhere
• -laugh alone
• -chat with myself(really doubt i got 精神分裂）

honestly, i really having nice weekend alone here. the things that i can't get usual is nobody talk to me...my mouth really busuk lo....female really cant survive without talk and gossip la.
that why, i keep find people to chat in msn when i think my mouth start busuk.
v can wu liao till take AIDS as topic
spread rumor that i will organised a "sex" party next week,
the most ridiculous is i have AIDS postitive..
hahahaha
of cos, i must have siao kaki then just can wu liao till like this...

(pls click the pic to see clearly)

beside that, i realise something when i stay alone.
"i am good in cleaning but not good in cooking"
even maggi i can't cook well also,worsen than my youngest bro, he really expert in cook maggi.


this is my maggi, look spicy right?
i cook with curry powder mix tomyam sos and last still add some maggi goreng dry food.
taste nice??? erm, i don't think so....
when i eating, i actually thinking how many hair i gonna to fall this time..
hahahaha....
but sometimes i really i am creative la... can mix this and that
that why, when my friends ask me to cook, i will tell them i cook is for experiement not for eat.
it is because i wil mix everything in my food...
i can add salt in ABC,
drink teh tarik + milo,
when i wan cook a telur dadar, i wil add kicap,sambal,udang kering and watever i like to eat inside...hahahahaha....
i am not bad in cooking la.. creative somemore....

omg, pls dun say i siao, bin tai or whatever,
i juz enjoy to be alone sometimes....
i love my weekend...